I had a different calling, my spiritual ascension pathway was not through Christianity. I felt that deeply, and began my quest for my true spirituality. I dove deep into Eastern traditions, primarily Hinduism and Buddhism.
After having lost everything, I filled the hole in my life with fitness. As a very embodied person I was very attracted to fitness and pursued it very seriously, maybe even obsessively as seems to happen to people. I started working as a personal trainer at Google’s headquarters. I was a signed fitness model in San Francisco and competed at the national level and won first place in all my bodybuilding competitions. Despite appearing to ‘have it all’ from a worldly perspective I was so depressed and unfulfilled.
Then one day as I was in my daily spiritual practise something incredible happened to me. I experienced ego death for the first time in my life, for exactly two weeks. I felt nothing but sublime bliss and was in a kind of Buddha state. Then two weeks later the first egoic thought came into my head and I thought “I wonder if I am enlightened now”. And just like that my ego had returned with a vengeance and I was thrown into my own “dark night of the soul”. It was at that moment that I vowed to myself that if I could “reverse-engineer” myself back into that state of consciousness again, I would devote my life to teaching it to the world.
I quit my modeling career, I quit bodybuilding, and devoted my whole life to spiritual seeking and practice.
After a decade of devoted spiritual seeking, I had my Kundalini Awakening. I began experiencing strange physical and psychological symptoms that I could not explain. Burning sensations all throughout my nervous system. Incredibly vivid dreams that would often predict my future. Intense heart chakra openings, that made me feel so happy and feel so much love for everyone and everything. These symptoms increased, until one night I awoke to what I can only describe as a dragon breathing fire up my spine. It pierced through all of my chakras and out the crown of my head. The experience cannot be adequately explained in words, but suffice to say, my life was radically altered forever, once again.
Then began my obsession with understanding this neurobiological process, what causes it, and how to facilitate it.
I am here to show you that the world of enlightenment is absolutely available to anyone who wants it. That freedom from suffering is not some lofty and unattainable goal only available to monks, but is, in fact, your destiny. My mission in this life is to assist humanity in our spiritual evolution to the next level of consciousness – The 4th Density.
